seven...seven..seven..

7 facts about me :

1) love 2 laugh

2) hate people messing around with me

3) loving

4) open-minded

5) caring

6) easy-going

7) talkative

7 things that scares me :

1) losing my bf

2) death

3) failure

4) cockroaches

5) anger

6) hot temper person

7) questions

7 song playing in my head lately :

1) heartless-the fray [cover]

2) bad romance-lady gaga

3) beautiful bride-flyleaf

4) russian roulette-rihanna

5) thunder-boys like girls

6) cry me out-pixie lott

7) sampai syurga-faizal tahir

7 valuable things in my life :

1) my family terchenta

2) my ucyuk terchenta

3) my SSBF terchenta

4) my handphones

5) my laptop

6) my cats [lolly,chubby,cat n coco]

7) happiness

7 "First Time" in my life :

1) being couple 4 5 years XD

2) being kishs, hugs, and holding hands XD

3) score an awesome grade when im in form 2

4) losing my dearest cousin

5) been quarantine cz have ILI [influenza like illness]

6) heartbroken

7) failing





7 Words/Things i always use/say :

1) lurfve u

2) fuck off

3) okie dokie

4) hahahaa

5) XD

6) weyh

7) lyfe





7 things/memories that u cant forget :

1) meeting azmeer faiz nor azizan

2) having my SSBF mirna lexthary,frasandy aulia,ayu lestari

3) having 4 adoreable cats

4) losing muyh dearest cousin

5) every failure

6) being love by everyone that close 2 me

7) being notice 4 hu i am



potpetpotpet miera aznin
messyfreak

ambitionss.......

grrrrrrrrrrrrr...............

nur amirah binti aznin!!! da besar nk jdy ape??? mmmm.........................[tanda soal..tanda soal..] entahla aku nk jdy pe pon aku xtaw asl ek??? ahahahaa klaka tol...act menda neyh timbul paz mama n bbh bukak cte sal blaja [puaz aku try dok lri dr topik itu tpy tidak berjaya] dala bukak cte tyme nk mkn pizza adossshhhhhhhh!!!! aku klu bab neyh muzty mood aku akn down...bbh ngan mke plg grg dye nah buat then tnye 'along! nnty ko nk amek pe? ko nk blaja pe?' aku pon ckp 'ntah tgokla..maybe OM ka TESL ka' then tbe2 mama sengih2...da penuh kaple aku ngan tanda soal bru dye ckp npe dye sengih2...'along try la amek law' wuts????????????? hahahaa aku pon t'menung kejap...[lawyer? boley ke aku jdy lawyer? layak ker?] puaz aku pk...then mama smbong ag 'dlm family kite xde ag yg nk jdy lawyer along try la apply' then bbh sampuk 'a'ah..agk2 boley bwak x klu amek law' aku tyme tuh rser cm nk rendam je muke dlm mushroom soup yg de kt depan muke aku..ape neyh tbe2 msok sal lawyer2 neyh..then aku ckp 'boley kot bah'..[wo00iitt!!!! pe ko buat neyh??? ko tuh dala lembap thap maksima asl jwab cm2????] then aku snyum2 je dpn dorunk...blik uma aku still pk lawyer..lawyer...law study...law study aiseyhhhhhh...act aku minat jugak jdy lawyer neyh stady law pon okie jugak..then aku tnye bie 'ayng! klu nk amek law pe kelayakkan dye ek?' then ayng jwab 'psal 2 kite xtawla yunk' aku pon ckp 'o0 xpela' then dye tnye npe aku pon cte la pe jdy then ayng ckp law neyh ssh kne byak mnghafal bkn byak je tpy 'BAPAK BANYAK!'...then aku pk..cm ssh plak nk carry nnty plus aku neyh lombap sket..then xpela aku xjdyla nk amek law cz aku tkot aku xpat carry nnty bsing ag bbh n mama plus aku x lulus kunk ssh..so skunk aku stick kpd plan asl...nenonenoneno [bru nk smngat amek law wahahaaa xpe blaja benda yg kite mampu carry bru best!] heheheee

potpetpotpet miera aznin
messyfreak

you...you...you....

days by days it come n go..

i felt so lonely..

cz i been in da corner of da room 4 so long...

carrying an empty soul..

i felt so empty insyde...

everything dat i haf...

keep on going away...

fade away...

washed away...

kick away....

to you.......

you....

im sorie i cant be ur bestest friend ever SSBF? i cant no longer hold 2 it...y r u keeping urself away from me? am i da one who wrong? am i da one who hurt u? pliss tell me....u been silence 4 2 months n then u go far far far away from me...y? i keep asking myself...y? y? wat actually happen 2 u? y didnt u tell me everything lyke u did b4? haf u forgotten about me? am i still in ur head n ur heart? so many questions babe dat only u can tell me da answer....i cant help myself of thinking about our memories...its so precious 2 me its touched my heart...i cry i cry i cry i cry!!! y am i crying 4 sumthing dat i cant get an answer 4?? people around me backing u up..they say 'dun think it 2 mash babe'..'there's must be a reason y u acting lyke dis'..'im juz thinking 2 mash about u'..bt y!!!!!!! can at least u tell wut hppen? u juzt tell me a bit then it hanging juzt lyke dat..im angry!! im brokenhearted!! im in pain!! bt............................wut i really2 felt is im afraid n sad cz haf 2 be far from u....i wont 4get wut make we laugh 2gether wut we did in da past years wut we share wut we keep on saying..i wont 4get! i wont 4get! i wont 4get! im keep on praying dat u will remember me..................................ur friend named miera

to you

you.......

thankz cz be there 4 me as u pomiz my dear bestfriend...u keep on holding me no mtter wut until i felt dat u da only friend i ever had..even when u haf ur own problem u nver say ' NO' 2 me u still listen 2 my problem...i adore ur strength babe i noe deep insyde urself u r tougher than u think u r...u want 2 noe y? y? y? cz...u keep on smiling even ur heart is broken u keep on moving even ur feet cant no longer move u keep on living cz u haf guts u keep on laugh even ur stomach hurts from hunger u keep on seeing even ur eyes is drying cz u been crying a lot u keep on looking up even people around u always make u down u keep being hu u r cz u believe in urself....remember dat babe...keep on moving keep on believing keep on living.....dun b me! dun b me! dun b me! i kill u if u wan 2 b in my place....babe b stronger than ever cz in every breath dat u take there was my prayer wif u.........................................ur friend named miera

to you

you..............

dear u........thankz! thankz! thankz! no more words can come out 2 tell u how mash i owe u...n how mash i love u...bt......................problems!!!!!!!!! fighting!!!!!!!!!!! anger!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dis stupid things always come in our way...i hate it! i hate it! i hate it! cz im not as strong as u r! im sorie cz im not strong enuf 2 face it...im drown in my ownself...then i started 2 felt down...down...down...i started 2 feel sumthing dat im not suppose 2 feel i feel lonely even u by my syde..i felt lyke u dont like me anymore..even dis thing nver happen...y? y? y? y am i felt dat way? i dun noe dear...i keep on fyding it deep insyde me bt till now still no answer only silence...y? y? y? y didnt u cuddling me like 2 did b4? y didnt u kiss me lyke u did b4? y didnt u b understnding lyke u did b4? y didnt u feel me lyke u did b4?.....more question! more question!!!!!!!! i hate my thought....cz it keep making me far from u....bt trust me...i still believe in u lyke i did past 5 years..i still trust u...i still love u.....n forever will...4gif me if i did wrong...hit me if im unaware...save me if im drown...kill me if i leave u.....honey i love u so much..i really2 loveeeee u..............................4gif me dear plisss.........................................................no mtter wut hppen after dis i will always loving u....alwaysssssssssss....................................ur girl named miera

pieces by pieces...

its crack n fallen 2 da ground...

i keep on gather it n paste it together..

i dun nnoe how longer can i do dat...

juzt GOD noe....

lyfe...

love..

still hard 2 understnd...

bt joy 2 feel...

potpetpotpet miera aznin
messyfreak :I

KARAOKEEEEE XD

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee XD

26/12/2009

5.00 ptg

wangsa walk

karaokeee

aku sebagai seorng ank yg baek bgon tidow kol 1 ptg wakakaa cz smlm aku tidow lmbt tggu bie ucyuk blik dr men futsal tpy x texting2 lazt2 aku t'lelap ntah pkol bpe ntah...jwapannye bgon lmbt la aku! sbbaek mama x bsing weeeeeee XD then xmandy xmkn aku troz on9 b'kobar2 nk men petville hahaaa mle2 men petville ayng then stat maki2 asl fb neyh? mne x nye aku nga tggu loading tbe2 dye soh 'sign in' pehal lak neyh? bpe kali nk sign in ngok ngek tol... then ayng text dye tnye aku on9 fb dye ke aku ckp a'ah then aku figure out no wonderla fb cm hawau tdy hahaa then bie tnye aku 'boley kuar x?' aku ckp 'boley npe?' bie ckp 'mir ajk karok rineyh' aku pe ag okie je..then itu 2 human bncg2...then bie soh siap nnty dye dtg amek..paz amek aku dye amek mir..aku pon ngan ASAP pie mandy hahaaa then siap2 tbe2 hujan lebat skali ngan kilat ag! aku da ssh haty tkot kensel je planning riney..then ayng kol dye ckp 'tggu hujan renyai sket then kite grak' paz hujan reda sket kami pon gerak pie wangsa walk....

smpai2 sne tgok parking full adeyh bie da ssh haty then dye soh usha karok rmai orng x then paz usha2 x rmai..after parking kami pon pie tggu cz kt kaunter de orng..tbe2 bie gelak2..aku da plik awat mamat neyh? then dye tarik aku..'b..tgok minah kt dpn neyh hahaa cm farah! sblah dye lak cm whosna!' aku pon tgok la puas aku usha minah 2 ekor neyh...ya rabiiiii betol ckp ayng sejibik cm farah haahahaha minah sblah dye lak sejibik cm whosna hahaaaa klaka2 farah n whosna neyh mmber stu opis ngan ayng dlu pnah la gak pie karok n men bowling ngan dorunk huhu...blik kpd kisah tdy huhu minah2 2 lme lak kt kaunter aiseyh...ape dorunk buat da..then smpai turn kami da puaz potpetpotpet ngan akk kaunter tuh kami pon pie masok room 852 klu xsilap lpe la..then ayng ngan mirna troz grab mic n stat plih lgu..ayng pick lagu troz nyanyi hahaaa lepas gian gaknye chumils je...then aku ngan mirna plih lgu...paz plih kiteorng nyanyi same2 besh2! cm2 lgu kteorng nyanyi siap snapping2 ag..then ayng nga nyanyi xengt lgu pe mir tyme tuh de kt dpn tb aku tgok bie tbe2 kaple aku nk tgok mir hahaaaa aku toleh2 je 'dongdangdongdang' bunyi dye hahahahaaaaaaa klaka...mir nk jtuh! apo kene ek minah neyh? xde hangen xde ribut tbe2 nk t'golek? hahaaaaa then aku pat taw yg dye sbnrnye nk langkah a.k.a lompat kusi kt dpn dye tpy xoverreacting tuh yg jtuh tuh pela mir slah aim...aku ngan bie x than gelak aku yg tgh pgg mic troz glak xhenty2 aku x leyh b'henty klaka sgt..mir lak nk mlu cian dye...xpe mir pape pon aku mmg haf fun gler ngan ko! pat jugak ko release tensyen same as me 2 hehee...aku lak 2x accident t'hantuk mic skali ngan mirna skali ngan ayang hahaa..then paz puaz nyanyi kami pon blik around 7.30 aku nye tekak pon da skit cz nyanyi+jerit2 ag...prot lak skit cz ktawe hahaa pape pon rineyh sgt besh!!!

BIE

thankz dear! rineyh best sgt2! thankz cz belanja karok n hangout ngan baby n mirna...mish u oredy la..huhuhu lebiu manyak2 dear! muuuuuuuuaaaaaaxxxxxxxxxxssssss!!

MIRNA

babe thankz cz karok same riney heheee best giler la..plus ngan due kejadian yg aku x leyh lpe eheeehehe nnty hangout lagi ye? mish ya..lebiu 2.. XD

snapping satu!

snapping dua!

snapping tiga!


the end


potpetpotpet miera aznin
messyfreak

hey2!!

hey there...

mmm....

nothing much 2 say actually juzt a very2 big thankz 2 my dear SSBF mirna lexthary cz tlg editkn ini blog huhuhu arigato' babe! syng u lebeyla hahaaa [even skunk blogku sude kucar-kacir cz diriku malaz nk edit posting yg lepaz2...harap maaf] huhu latest story??? not much juzt da same bt i mish my ucyuk very damn mashy! dye kt kg dye skunk 4 a week sobsob rndu dyeeeeeeeeeee.........then i mish my SSBF fra n ayu da lme x jmpe dorunk...also u babe hahaa mirna lexthary senget! n most importantly i mish my lyfe.....well wut 2 do meyh! i'll tell u wuts hppen next k?

chiawwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!

XOXO


potpetpotpet miera aznin
messyfreak

me!

heeeeeyyy....

i just want 2 tell the world about me n my lyfe....

me...

name : nur amirah aznin

nickname : miera

born on : 15/0ct/91

gender : girl

height : 155 cm

weight : 50 kg

live at : kg bru kuala lumpurt 24 hours

siblings : 3 [im da first child]

parents : normaseha n aznin

love : azmeer faiz [bdak ucyuk]

BFF : mirna,fra,ayu...

lyfe...

let me tell u my lyfe since i was born 2 da world...

2 b honest im a devil....

my mum suffer about 24 hours for giving birth of me...not only that my mum said that she really have a hard tyme raising me..when im still a baby i cried a lot when im hungry i cried when im hot im cried when i want 2 cleep i cried my mum biggest fear is 2 take me on da road for 'balik kg' n have a holiday picnic cz im a little devil that love 2 cried..when i big enuf to walk i become a troublemaker i still remember when i was a kid i never listen 2 everybody around me i only listen 2 myself...i love sneaking out n play with my friends not only that im so addicted with playing until 1 day i come out n play alone i dun care if i dun have a friends i juzt want to play...then my grandma report my nasty behaviour 2 my mum and that tyme my dad was so fierce n strict he dun care how small i am he will hit me with his leather belt aaaoouucchhh!! that the only word that become my bestfriends till im 12 years old...i always get scolded n hit by my parents cz im so naughty n in my mind that my parents didnt love me cz im their little devil compare 2 my charming little brother that been loved by everyone...im so lonely in my childhood tyme 2 b honest i didnt tell anyone about it i always fake a smyle so everyone dun noe what i felt insyde n trust me im very good in faking expression...when im in my primary school i love 2 go to school i c that everybody have their mum bring them their lunch bt im not...i have 2 do it all by myself....its okie i dun mynd being push in the cafeteria in fact i love it a thousand tymes more than going back home...i love my friends more than i love my family that tyme...dun misunderstood me my parents are great they always gif me what i want i just want their attention not their gifts n hopes...from that i love being alone till im in secondary school....now my lyfe become wider im starting to learn more n making a lot of friends...im also been in a relationship with sumone from there i love him more than my family n my friends i put him first he's my everything...then my parents start 2 scold me lyke old tyme cz im not clever enuf...my mum said she ashamed 2 attend any occasion at my school cz her daughter not smart enuf...since then, she never come 2 my school only my dad that take my report card,come when im sick that's why im close 2 my dad when i was a kid bcz i feel that my mum love my brother more than me....as i said b4 im not smart my UPSR only got 3A 2B..my pmr only got 2A 3B 3C...my spm only got 4A 2B 2C 1E 1FAIL hahaaaaaaa bt i thankful 4 my result cz i noe that what i capable of n there always sum1 not as lucky as i am...then now.........im still struggling now im at U..i dun lyke it at ol cz i got a coz dat i didnt lyke..now im struggling i dun noe what 2 do..i wan 2 make things ryte for once!! i also feels that this problem knock down my relationship its pressuring my relationship....n myself im down n sumtyme can't sleep cz think about it i HATE it!! o0 GOD pliss help me...i dun wan 2 b a little devil anymoreeee.......(TT)


potpetpotpet miera aznin
messyfreak

lyfeeee......

lyfe.....

think about it.....

wut does lyfe means 2 u...

wut is lyfe?...

do we need lyfe?....

shall we appreciate lyfe?..

thought : wut u gonna do wif ur lyfe?

me : live it da way everybody wants it...

thought : how?

me : by obeying wut everybody says..

thought : do u think u gonna succeed?

me : ....yeah

thought : LIARSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!

me : ....................................................

feeling : y r u sad?

me : nothing important...

feeling : tell me...

me : no....i wont believe wut i feel i will think it positively...

feeling : y?

me : so i wont hurts everybody around me.....

feeling : how about u?

me : i'll b fyne....

feeling : NO U WONT!!! LIARS!!!

me : ...............................................................

questions....always come even when we didn't invite it

i keep answering my questions but my thought seem 2 keep repeating da same questions over n over again...it's lyke my thought didn't agree wif my question...then there come feeling dat keep pushing me 2 b truth 2 myself i answer it n once again im wrong my body can't take it anymoor my eyes produced tears my chest produce pains my arms produce numbness my feet produce coldness....then i realise no mtter wut i can lies 2 myself i haf 2 tell da truth cz no mtter hurts da truth are lies is hurts da most...then i answering my thought n my feeling once again...

thought : wut u gonna do wif ur lyfe?

me : live it da way everybody wants it...

thought : how?

me : by obeying wut everybody says but not myself..

thought : do u think u gonna succeed?

me : ....yeah i guess

thought : think wisely dear

me : ....................................................

feeling : y r u sad?

me : nothing important...

feeling : tell me...

me : no....i wont believe wut i feel i will think it positively...

feeling : y?

me : so i wont hurts everybody around me but myself.....

feeling : how about u?

me : i'll b fyne....

feeling : dun lie to urself

me : ...............................................................

thought : at least u answer it honestly n correctly dis tyme..so figure out now wut keeps holding u back...

feeling : at least u b truth 2 urself....

me : now i noe i need 2 b stronger no mtter wut n there always a way 2 solve a problem there always good coming from bad there always a light from the dark....i have 2 make a decision 4 my future...tell da truth so i wont regret anything cz no mtter how hurts da truth are lies is hurts da most...

GOD...

i pray 2 u 4 a btter lyfe n guide me 2 da best way of lyfe cz deep in my heart i believe u da only 1 dat haf the power....

FAMILY....

i make a mistakes but everybody do nobody perfect in dis world except GOD...but i promise i'll do btter next tyme...

BIE........

thankz 4 keep me as urs , keep supporting me n im sorie if i did sumthing wrong n sumthing u dun lyke...no matter wut i will always lurfve u dear u will always seal deep in my heart...'u r 1 in a million..lyke a trillions of star in da sky u fall 4 me...u r my own shooting star..4 ever' muaaaaaxx! XOXO

FRIENDS..........

thankz cz b my BFF! fra,mirna,ayu u guys r da best u guys stay being my friend,loyal n fun hehee thankz again...lurfve u guys till death!

the end of an old chapter...

the begin of new chapter? will come up...............

XD

potpetpotpet miera aznin
messyfreak