you...you...you....

days by days it come n go..

i felt so lonely..

cz i been in da corner of da room 4 so long...

carrying an empty soul..

i felt so empty insyde...

everything dat i haf...

keep on going away...

fade away...

washed away...

kick away....

to you.......

you....

im sorie i cant be ur bestest friend ever SSBF? i cant no longer hold 2 it...y r u keeping urself away from me? am i da one who wrong? am i da one who hurt u? pliss tell me....u been silence 4 2 months n then u go far far far away from me...y? i keep asking myself...y? y? wat actually happen 2 u? y didnt u tell me everything lyke u did b4? haf u forgotten about me? am i still in ur head n ur heart? so many questions babe dat only u can tell me da answer....i cant help myself of thinking about our memories...its so precious 2 me its touched my heart...i cry i cry i cry i cry!!! y am i crying 4 sumthing dat i cant get an answer 4?? people around me backing u up..they say 'dun think it 2 mash babe'..'there's must be a reason y u acting lyke dis'..'im juz thinking 2 mash about u'..bt y!!!!!!! can at least u tell wut hppen? u juzt tell me a bit then it hanging juzt lyke dat..im angry!! im brokenhearted!! im in pain!! bt............................wut i really2 felt is im afraid n sad cz haf 2 be far from u....i wont 4get wut make we laugh 2gether wut we did in da past years wut we share wut we keep on saying..i wont 4get! i wont 4get! i wont 4get! im keep on praying dat u will remember me..................................ur friend named miera

to you

you.......

thankz cz be there 4 me as u pomiz my dear bestfriend...u keep on holding me no mtter wut until i felt dat u da only friend i ever had..even when u haf ur own problem u nver say ' NO' 2 me u still listen 2 my problem...i adore ur strength babe i noe deep insyde urself u r tougher than u think u r...u want 2 noe y? y? y? cz...u keep on smiling even ur heart is broken u keep on moving even ur feet cant no longer move u keep on living cz u haf guts u keep on laugh even ur stomach hurts from hunger u keep on seeing even ur eyes is drying cz u been crying a lot u keep on looking up even people around u always make u down u keep being hu u r cz u believe in urself....remember dat babe...keep on moving keep on believing keep on living.....dun b me! dun b me! dun b me! i kill u if u wan 2 b in my place....babe b stronger than ever cz in every breath dat u take there was my prayer wif u.........................................ur friend named miera

to you

you..............

dear u........thankz! thankz! thankz! no more words can come out 2 tell u how mash i owe u...n how mash i love u...bt......................problems!!!!!!!!! fighting!!!!!!!!!!! anger!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dis stupid things always come in our way...i hate it! i hate it! i hate it! cz im not as strong as u r! im sorie cz im not strong enuf 2 face it...im drown in my ownself...then i started 2 felt down...down...down...i started 2 feel sumthing dat im not suppose 2 feel i feel lonely even u by my syde..i felt lyke u dont like me anymore..even dis thing nver happen...y? y? y? y am i felt dat way? i dun noe dear...i keep on fyding it deep insyde me bt till now still no answer only silence...y? y? y? y didnt u cuddling me like 2 did b4? y didnt u kiss me lyke u did b4? y didnt u b understnding lyke u did b4? y didnt u feel me lyke u did b4?.....more question! more question!!!!!!!! i hate my thought....cz it keep making me far from u....bt trust me...i still believe in u lyke i did past 5 years..i still trust u...i still love u.....n forever will...4gif me if i did wrong...hit me if im unaware...save me if im drown...kill me if i leave u.....honey i love u so much..i really2 loveeeee u..............................4gif me dear plisss.........................................................no mtter wut hppen after dis i will always loving u....alwaysssssssssss....................................ur girl named miera

pieces by pieces...

its crack n fallen 2 da ground...

i keep on gather it n paste it together..

i dun nnoe how longer can i do dat...

juzt GOD noe....

lyfe...

love..

still hard 2 understnd...

bt joy 2 feel...

potpetpotpet miera aznin
messyfreak :I