lyfeeee......

lyfe.....

think about it.....

wut does lyfe means 2 u...

wut is lyfe?...

do we need lyfe?....

shall we appreciate lyfe?..

thought : wut u gonna do wif ur lyfe?

me : live it da way everybody wants it...

thought : how?

me : by obeying wut everybody says..

thought : do u think u gonna succeed?

me : ....yeah

thought : LIARSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!

me : ....................................................

feeling : y r u sad?

me : nothing important...

feeling : tell me...

me : no....i wont believe wut i feel i will think it positively...

feeling : y?

me : so i wont hurts everybody around me.....

feeling : how about u?

me : i'll b fyne....

feeling : NO U WONT!!! LIARS!!!

me : ...............................................................

questions....always come even when we didn't invite it

i keep answering my questions but my thought seem 2 keep repeating da same questions over n over again...it's lyke my thought didn't agree wif my question...then there come feeling dat keep pushing me 2 b truth 2 myself i answer it n once again im wrong my body can't take it anymoor my eyes produced tears my chest produce pains my arms produce numbness my feet produce coldness....then i realise no mtter wut i can lies 2 myself i haf 2 tell da truth cz no mtter hurts da truth are lies is hurts da most...then i answering my thought n my feeling once again...

thought : wut u gonna do wif ur lyfe?

me : live it da way everybody wants it...

thought : how?

me : by obeying wut everybody says but not myself..

thought : do u think u gonna succeed?

me : ....yeah i guess

thought : think wisely dear

me : ....................................................

feeling : y r u sad?

me : nothing important...

feeling : tell me...

me : no....i wont believe wut i feel i will think it positively...

feeling : y?

me : so i wont hurts everybody around me but myself.....

feeling : how about u?

me : i'll b fyne....

feeling : dun lie to urself

me : ...............................................................

thought : at least u answer it honestly n correctly dis tyme..so figure out now wut keeps holding u back...

feeling : at least u b truth 2 urself....

me : now i noe i need 2 b stronger no mtter wut n there always a way 2 solve a problem there always good coming from bad there always a light from the dark....i have 2 make a decision 4 my future...tell da truth so i wont regret anything cz no mtter how hurts da truth are lies is hurts da most...

GOD...

i pray 2 u 4 a btter lyfe n guide me 2 da best way of lyfe cz deep in my heart i believe u da only 1 dat haf the power....

FAMILY....

i make a mistakes but everybody do nobody perfect in dis world except GOD...but i promise i'll do btter next tyme...

BIE........

thankz 4 keep me as urs , keep supporting me n im sorie if i did sumthing wrong n sumthing u dun lyke...no matter wut i will always lurfve u dear u will always seal deep in my heart...'u r 1 in a million..lyke a trillions of star in da sky u fall 4 me...u r my own shooting star..4 ever' muaaaaaxx! XOXO

FRIENDS..........

thankz cz b my BFF! fra,mirna,ayu u guys r da best u guys stay being my friend,loyal n fun hehee thankz again...lurfve u guys till death!

the end of an old chapter...

the begin of new chapter? will come up...............

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