Wednesday, December 16, 2009

me!

heeeeeyyy....

i just want 2 tell the world about me n my lyfe....

me...
name : nur amirah aznin
nickname : miera
born on : 15/0ct/91
gender : girl
height : 155 cm
weight : 50 kg
live at : kg bru kuala lumpurt 24 hours
siblings : 3 [im da first child]
parents : normaseha n aznin
love : azmeer faiz [bdak ucyuk]
BFF : mirna,fra,ayu...

lyfe...
let me tell u my lyfe since i was born 2 da world...
2 b honest im a devil....
my mum suffer about 24 hours for giving birth of me...not only that my mum said that she really have a hard tyme raising me..when im still a baby i cried a lot when im hungry i cried when im hot im cried when i want 2 cleep i cried my mum biggest fear is 2 take me on da road for 'balik kg' n have a holiday picnic cz im a little devil that love 2 cried..when i big enuf to walk i become a troublemaker i still remember when i was a kid i never listen 2 everybody around me i only listen 2 myself...i love sneaking out n play with my friends not only that im so addicted with playing until 1 day i come out n play alone i dun care if i dun have a friends i juzt want to play...then my grandma report my nasty behaviour 2 my mum and that tyme my dad was so fierce n strict he dun care how small i am he will hit me with his leather belt aaaoouucchhh!! that the only word that become my bestfriends till im 12 years old...i always get scolded n hit by my parents cz im so naughty n in my mind that my parents didnt love me cz im their little devil compare 2 my charming little brother that been loved by everyone...im so lonely in my childhood tyme 2 b honest i didnt tell anyone about it i always fake a smyle so everyone dun noe what i felt insyde n trust me im very good in faking expression...when im in my primary school i love 2 go to school i c that everybody have their mum bring them their lunch bt im not...i have 2 do it all by myself....its okie i dun mynd being push in the cafeteria in fact i love it a thousand tymes more than going back home...i love my friends more than i love my family that tyme...dun misunderstood me my parents are great they always gif me what i want i just want their attention not their gifts n hopes...from that i love being alone till im in secondary school....now my lyfe become wider im starting to learn more n making a lot of friends...im also been in a relationship with sumone from there i love him more than my family n my friends i put him first he's my everything...then my parents start 2 scold me lyke old tyme cz im not clever enuf...my mum said she ashamed 2 attend any occasion at my school cz her daughter not smart enuf...since then, she never come 2 my school only my dad that take my report card,come when im sick that's why im close 2 my dad when i was a kid bcz i feel that my mum love my brother more than me....as i said b4 im not smart my UPSR only got 3A 2B..my pmr only got 2A 3B 3C...my spm only got 4A 2B 2C 1E 1FAIL hahaaaaaaa bt i thankful 4 my result cz i noe that what i capable of n there always sum1 not as lucky as i am...then now.........im still struggling now im at U..i dun lyke it at ol cz i got a coz dat i didnt lyke..now im struggling i dun noe what 2 do..i wan 2 make things ryte for once!! i also feels that this problem knock down my relationship its pressuring my relationship....n myself im down n sumtyme can't sleep cz think about it i HATE it!! o0 GOD pliss help me...i dun wan 2 b a little devil anymoreeee.......(TT)


potpetpotpet miera aznin
messyfreak

Friday, December 4, 2009

lyfeeee......

lyfe.....
think about it.....
wut does lyfe means 2 u...
wut is lyfe?...
do we need lyfe?....
shall we appreciate lyfe?..

thought : wut u gonna do wif ur lyfe?
me : live it da way everybody wants it...
thought : how?
me : by obeying wut everybody says..
thought : do u think u gonna succeed?
me : ....yeah
thought : LIARSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!
me : ....................................................

feeling : y r u sad?
me : nothing important...
feeling : tell me...
me : no....i wont believe wut i feel i will think it positively...
feeling : y?
me : so i wont hurts everybody around me.....
feeling : how about u?
me : i'll b fyne....
feeling : NO U WONT!!! LIARS!!!
me : ...............................................................

questions....always come even when we didn't invite it
i keep answering my questions but my thought seem 2 keep repeating da same questions over n over again...it's lyke my thought didn't agree wif my question...then there come feeling dat keep pushing me 2 b truth 2 myself i answer it n once again im wrong my body can't take it anymoor my eyes produced tears my chest produce pains my arms produce numbness my feet produce coldness....then i realise no mtter wut i can lies 2 myself i haf 2 tell da truth cz no mtter hurts da truth are lies is hurts da most...then i answering my thought n my feeling once again...


thought : wut u gonna do wif ur lyfe?
me : live it da way everybody wants it...
thought : how?
me : by obeying wut everybody says but not myself..
thought : do u think u gonna succeed?
me : ....yeah i guess
thought : think wisely dear
me : ....................................................


feeling : y r u sad?
me : nothing important...
feeling : tell me...
me : no....i wont believe wut i feel i will think it positively...
feeling : y?
me : so i wont hurts everybody around me but myself.....
feeling : how about u?
me : i'll b fyne....
feeling : dun lie to urself
me : ...............................................................

thought : at least u answer it honestly n correctly dis tyme..so figure out now wut keeps holding u back...

feeling : at least u b truth 2 urself....

me : now i noe i need 2 b stronger no mtter wut n there always a way 2 solve a problem there always good coming from bad there always a light from the dark....i have 2 make a decision 4 my future...tell da truth so i wont regret anything cz no mtter how hurts da truth are lies is hurts da most...

GOD...
i pray 2 u 4 a btter lyfe n guide me 2 da best way of lyfe cz deep in my heart i believe u da only 1 dat haf the power....



FAMILY....
i make a mistakes but everybody do nobody perfect in dis world except GOD...but i promise i'll do btter next tyme...

BIE........
thankz 4 keep me as urs , keep supporting me n im sorie if i did sumthing wrong n sumthing u dun lyke...no matter wut i will always lurfve u dear u will always seal deep in my heart...'u r 1 in a million..lyke a trillions of star in da sky u fall 4 me...u r my own shooting star..4 ever' muaaaaaxx! XOXO



FRIENDS..........
thankz cz b my BFF! fra,mirna,ayu u guys r da best u guys stay being my friend,loyal n fun hehee thankz again...lurfve u guys till death!


the end of an old chapter...
the begin of new chapter? will come up...............
XD

potpetpotpet miera aznin
messyfreak

Saturday, September 19, 2009

JOY! XD

gumbiragumbiregumbirigumbiro!!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

HAPPY EID
TO MUSLIMS

hope raye taun ney bg sejuta makne dlm hidop kiter! gumbire..gumbire juge yg ssh jan d'lpekn heeehee to all haf a fun n cheerful eid..

with lurfve
MIERA



potpetpotpet miera aznin
messyfreak

Saturday, September 5, 2009

kemeluatan...

meluatmeluatmeluat.....

aku tgh bengang teramat sgt skunk neyh..
adela SEORNG SHABAT ney mm....shabat kur?? DKDC [dun know dun care] dye bru blik plkn sesi 3 yg xbrape nk faymes n x dpt liputan sgt tuh smlm dye msg aku ckp 'weyh esok aku nk blik [cm aku kesah bler dye nk blik] nnty aku nk speaking sabah ngan korunk so nnty F jur yg phm pe aku ckp ko x phm hahaha' WTF weyh bru pegi plkn pangai da cmney dlu beria2 xnk pergi nges2 skunk b'lagak nk maty ko ngan aku hahaha for your information weyh I DUN GIF A DAMN la!!! mampos ko la hahaha dlu dye kol aku b'lgak2 nk msok U paz blik plkn neyh dye engt msok U seronok gaknye ko taw la nnty weyhhh...jan nnty ko dtg bsing2 melalak2 ssh nk survive...weyhh engtla ko dlu sper ko dlu cmne klu bkn kteorng yg tlg ko xde de ko cmney skunk u still b the OLD u okieyh!! aku ngadu ngan F n M sal neyh cz aku da bengang sgt2 xtaw nk ckp ngan cpe kunk ckp ngan tuan pnyer body melalak lak F ckp 'elek la babe chill jak dye kne culture shock 2 hahaa' M lak ckp 'elek jur babe owng bru nk up mmg cm2 hahahaa' yup btol kte mreka aku pon da malaz nk pk sal neyh ag n weyhh makhluk tuhan plg seksi ko jan harap aku nk layn ko cm dlu ag okie?? aku da xlrat nk dok jge atie ko jur ko de jge atie aku?? XPERNAH kn?? kn?? so b it aku malaz nk amek port sal ko selagi ko idop aku aggp ko as mmber bler da xde aku ttp ziarah ko juz nsht aku bg yg TERASA ubah la drie ko bru knal kteorng setaun lbey da tnjuk belang no wonder mmber ko dlu lri dr ko klu da pangai cmney...engt ubahla pangai b a better person in the future n sorie klu aku de ktuk ko or t'ksar bahase kt ataz tuh bkn pe thap sbar aku de lbey dr batas so SORIE...


potpetpotpet miera aznin
messyfreak

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

thankz XD

LOL!

honey...


thankz cz being so understanding
thankz 4 ol of ur advise
thankz 4 ol da laughter that u give
thankz 4 da lurfve u keep giving me
thankz 4 da encouragement u give 2 me
thankz 4 da memories that we haf 2gether
thankz cz being co supportive
thankz cz guide me through da bad tyme
thankz cz provide me a very go0d tyme
thankz cz always be there 4 me
thankz cz catch me when i fall
thankz cz hold me when i cry
thankz cz kiss me when im hurt
thankz cz stay wif me till now
thankz cz will to take me as urs
thankz 4 EVERYTHING...

i lurfve u till da very end and no one but GOD can change that trust me u da only one 4 me..dun leave me..

ur baby..

potpetpotpet miera aznin
messyfreak

Monday, August 31, 2009

sadness... X'(

...................(TT)

aku sdeyh sgt skunk neyh..aku malaz nk storie aku xnk skit kn atie sper2 aku juz nk bgtaw aku nga kesedihan melampau aku xde mo0d,mke masam jak,dok sowng2..

im SAD..do u care?
im SAD..does anyone care?
im SAD..does u know?
im SAD..does anyone know?
im SAD..do u see it?
im SAD..does anyone see it?
im SAD..do u feel the same?

im SAD..does anyone feel the same?

so many QUESTIONS but no ANSWERS



potpetpotpet  miera aznin
messyfreak

Thursday, August 20, 2009

kendurikendarakendare

tarikh : 15 ogos 2009
tmpat : rumah
peristiwa : kenduri

rineyh tuan rumah aku wat knduri al-maklum la next week da nk pose so amalan kte as melayu n islam kte watla kenduri huhuhu tok mengingati yg telah pergi...aku pon dela tlg2 sket ape yg mampu ngan my mum huhu aku tlg lap2 pggn,ptong buah n byk agla naek semput aku adeyh..



**tolongtoling pe yg patut huhu**

paz selesai smer nyer aku pon msok rumah tok siap sedia ke kenduri malam nnty lpaz isyak mama de jmput
-atok

-nenek
-angah
-wan jam
-wan cu
-nek teh
-pak lang sekeluarga
-pak su sekeluarga


heheee paz siap2 aku tggu owng abes tahlil dlu bru mkn aku mkn skali ngan sme family rmai gler owng semput aku tgok heheee



**aku pkai bju kebaya hitam bunga merah hehee**

-to my dear frenz sorie xjmput cz neyh kenduri tuan rumah aku even bapak aku de share tpy xleyh nk jmput tkot klam kibut nnty n aku tkot nnty aku xlyan korunk plak n korunk pon segan cz rmai owng yg ntah sper2 aku pon xknal hahahaa XD soriemorie ye??




potpetpotpet miera aznin
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