happy...??

hahaaaaaa.... XD

kijeee....

ape yg wat aku epie xtentu hala neyh? cmney mle2 sal kije k.niena ckp awl blan 4 neyh knfirm dpt msok kije blik seronok sgt! heheee nk kumpul duitla katekn...then k.niena pon cte la details2 kt aku sume2 tbe2 dye tnye 'miera de x kwan yg nk kije?' huh? hehee cm ade aku plik la npe? k.niena ckp yg dye nk bukak 2 stall waaaaaaaaaaa hehee stu stall under aunty stu ag under k.niena stall aunty jual makeup,kain ela n baju stall k.niena lak jual accessories n tdung...waaah bgus jugak tuh! k.niena de tnye dye tuh jhat ke cz nk jual sume tuh sblm neyh dye x jual sume tuh orng len yg jual aku pon ckp la x cz tuh rezeki masing2 klu kite buat baek murahla rezeki kite klu kite jhat suke ttp periuk nasi orng rezeki pon larii...aku pon segera anta msg kt fb kt ayu n mir tnye dorunk nk kije x? then ayu blaz ckp nk..dye xksah wah!! seronokknyeee cz aku de geng nnty ahahaa xdela aku bowsan...mir lak xpat cz dye ckp dye bz sgt2 diz month,next month n month2 seterusnyee huhuhu dye byk assignment nk siapkn plus nk exam ag sume2 so aku xksah ag pon neyh final sem dye pazneyh nk smbung degree da...[CHAYOK...CHAYOK BABE] heheee...then aku bgtaw k.niena sal ayu k.niena ckp 'ye? alhamdulillah' heheee aku bgtaw ayu details2 sal kije tuh sal tmpt kije,gaji,komisen cm2 agla...ayu pon stuju aku ape lagi rser nk lompat2 jeee hahaaa finally de gak geng tok kijee bestnyeeee!! xdela aku dok t'menung sorng2 cm dlu,xdela aku p kije sowng2,xdela aku ssh nk pie toilet,nk bli mkn syiokkkkkk habesssss!!! hehee thankz yuuuu! XD then aku t'pk sal sumthing sal ape yg k.niena ckp kt aku sblm discuss sal kije neyh..huh? ape? ape yg k.niena ckp kt aku? adelaaaaa rahsieee!! shhhhhhhh....huhuhuhu

studyyy........

aku rituh usha sitee UNITAR wahhh!!! aku dpt offer la koz yg aku nk beshnyeee!! tpykn aku cm t'perangkap between nk further kt c tuh or under goverment..aku tnye mama,mama ckp further je kt c tuh dkt ngan uma,sng nk pie tpy cbe tnye maklong dlu aku pon ckp okie aku juz kesian kt mama cz blaja swasta neyh duit byk pkai tuh jee at least klu dpt under goverment sng sume dibiayai hehee...aku tnye pndpt mirna dye ckp btter aku further kt UNITAR cz mir ckp kt c tuh not bad tmpt stady dye..ayu pon ckp cm2 heeehee adeyh...aku blom tnye bie ag neyh xtaw lak pe pndpt dye nnty heeeehee...pape pon aku agk seronok dpt offer tuh cz koz tuh mmg bezh! kos pe? nnty la bler menda da knfirm aku bgtaw key??? sbarkn sparuh drpd iman [bak kate mirna giler] XD tpy pokok dye aku xksah mne2 pon okie n aku da tekad kali ney aku nk blaja leklok aku xmo men2 da n aku xmo sshkn mama n babah ag cm dlu...aku doakn yg terbaek tok future aku nnty..korunk sume pon doakn aku ye? AMIN>> X)

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a painful regrets :'(

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called
"best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.

After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep.

She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year

The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:

I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!

I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried.

**Regrets is a feeling that we carry with ourselves to our graves. It is an intense and immensely painful feeling especially if it's a regret about something which we did not do or say to our loved one.**

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muyh WONDERday XD

.............bowsan!!! on9 japla ptg2 neyh xde menda nk buat bowsan sgt2!!! tgn pon menggatal bukak fb SCROLL...SCROLL...SCROLL aik! apa ini? "miera!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jom g tgk movie....jom ar~~~~~" meroyan pe si ayu neyh tbe2 ajk aku tgok movieee...chotchatchotchat "jap aku tnye si tiang jap ajk la dye skali" aku pon dgn segala SUPERPOWER yg ade soh mirna tiang on ym paz2....

aku : "weyh esok de changing plan la.."

mirna : "haa? npe?"

aku : "tgok mubiee jom ayu beria2 t'tongeng2 meroyan2 ajk aku pie tgok mubiee"

mirna : "o0 mm...nnty aku knfirmkn blik jap eaaa"

aku : "eyh2 minah neyh" [dlm haty jeaa]

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mirna : "weyh esok jadik!"

aku : "pe yg jdik?"

mirna : "4low korunk la tgok mubiee"

heheeeee aku pon habaq la ngan ayu mok then da capai kate sepakat kami pon tggu harii esok...

TOMORROW....TOMORROW....TOMORROW.....

HAIIYAAAA!! sude lambat!! da pkol bpe neyh aku pon cpt2 mandy n siap2..ayu da msg ckp da grak tren n da tnye nk bli tiket ape maty aku klu ayu taw aku bgon lmbt hikhikhik then da ready tok jln2 tbe2 ayu kol soh aku tggu je kt tren cz si tiang tuh klam-kibut ajk ayu tman dye blik uma jap cz dye lupee kunci uma adeyh! ape da c tiang tuh engt aku pon xtaw...then aku tggu paz2 depa smpai ngan mke selenge masing2...kami pon naek tren smpai klcc...mngikut cdangan nk pie pavi tgok mubiee then pie eskepal mkn..mirna smpat singgah post office nk renew lesen L dye aku ngan ayu smpat snap2 kejapp **jgn maree mir!!** tpy lepas tuh kami decide tok tgok kt klcc je cz da alang2 de kt c tuh heheee...

**snapping SATU**

lepas tuh kami pon gerak beli tiket wayang cte 'alice in wonderland in 3D' cz ayu mok sebuk nk tgok yg 3D punyee smpai nk sponsor sket heheee then si tiang tuh sebuk weyhhh jom la poiee toileettt kami pon ekut la poie toilet heeeeheee msok2 kne sound ngan aku "bkn ko ckp nk kencing ke? pie la cpat!" then mirna ckp "aku bkn nk kncing la aku nk betulkn shawl aku neyh haaa xslesa" aku pon yg kemaluan msok toilett kteorng pon bikin haruk dlm tuh smpai de mkck cleaner tepi cermin toilet pndg kami penuh kepelikan nmpak question marks besar kt kepale mkck tuh heheee dlm toilet pon smpat kami snapping!!

**snapping DUA**

lepas tuh kami lepak2 luar kami smbong ag snapping heeeeheheee

**snapping TIGA**

kami teruskn hari kami ke wayang plak....msok2 wayang mle la kejakunan melanda heheeee eyh bkn kami je k? orng len pon same sume msok2 paz dduk sebuk snapping2 gmbr siap ngan camera digital lagi [kami ank2 miskin xmampu nk bli camera digital sebbaek de hp canggih even x secanggih 'PDA' mirna hukhuk] kami pon hapee lagi berbekal kn spek yg cm cte startrek da haku tgok kami pon SNAPPING!!!

**snapping EMPAT**

da puas gelak2 tgok tweedle dee n tweedle dum [sgtt comell] kami pon blik! sblum tuh smpat singgah cold storage,cake sense and roti boy..kami x blik troz smpat la singgah jap pie eskepal cz aku da janji ngan dorunk nk belanjee mkan jdy kami lepak sekejap mkn2,gelak2 heeeeheee lepas tuh kami trase 'annoying thap gaban' sebab de byk sgt2 budak bwah umor yg xsedar drie xksah la laky or pompuan same jeee sumee kami smpai xsggup da dok c tuh lme2 dgn tgok masing2 memekak,kurang ajr ngan pkck n cik enon,bjet cun,hisap rokok ntahla ape nk jdy ngan mereka neyh...kami xckp kami perfect kami pon manusia jugak de wat slah tpy kami still engt thap dye still engt mak bapak plus umor kami da len ngan umor mereka..dorunk tuh sume still kanak-kanak yg bru nk kenal dunie tpy da cm2 rupee ntahla...aku juzt doa mereka berubah 1 hari nanty...eyh kami juge nmpak k.shanty merempit nk blik! cz hari nk ujan hehee kla smpai sneyh jee mrapek2 neyh chaw!! XD

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the GUARDIAN angel XOXO

There was this little girl sitting by herself in the park. Everyone passed by her and never stopped to see why she looked so sad. Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and dirty, the girl just sat and watched the people go by. She never tried to speak. She never said a word. Many people passed by her, but no one would stop.

The next day I decided to go back to the park in curiosity to see if the little girl would still be there. Yes, she was there, right in the very spot where she was yesterday, and still with the same sad look in her eyes. Today I was to make my own move and walk over to the little girl. For as we all know, a park full of strange people is not a place for young children to play alone. As I got closer I could see the back of the little girl's dress. It was grotesquely shaped. I figured that was the reason people just passed by and made no effort to speak to her. Deformities are a low blow to our society and, heaven forbid if you make a step toward assisting someone who is different. As I got closer, the little girl lowered her eyes slightly to avoid my intent stare. As I approached her, I could see the shape of her back more clearly.

She was grotesquely shaped in a humped over form. I smiled to let her know it was OK; I was there to help, to talk. I sat down beside her and opened with a simple, "Hello"; The little girl acted shocked, and stammered a "hi"; after a long stare into my eyes. I smiled and she shyly smiled back. We talked until darkness fell and the park was completely empty. I asked the girl why she was so sad. The little girl looked at me with a sad face said, "Because, I'm different"; I immediately said, "That you are!"; and smiled. The little girl acted even sadder and said, "I know." "Little girl," I said, "you remind me of an angel, sweet and innocent."

She looked at me and smiled, then slowly she got to her feet and said, "Really?" "Yes, you're like a little Guardian Angel sent to watch over all people walking by." She nodded her head yes, and smiled.

With that she opened the back of her pink dress and allowed her wings to spread, then she said "I am. I'm your Guardian Angel," with a twinkle in her eye. I was speechless -- sure I was seeing things.

She said, "For once you thought of someone other than yourself. My job here is done;" I got to my feet and said, "Wait, why did no one stop to help an angel?"

She looked at me, smiled, and said, "You are the only one that could see me," and then she was gone.

And with that, my life was changed dramatically.

* A unique story about how love is more than just skin deep. Your guardian angel might just be around you if you open your eyes up just a little bit more!*

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weyh BODO!

nk kate ko bodo tpy ko pndai ntah la ssh aku nk ckp ngan orng cm ko neyh...

ape aku merapek kn? hahaaaa neyh dye nyeee storie sal de minah neyh ntah hape yg dye xpueh atie sgt ngan aku tah aku pon xtaw 'weyh bodo ko pesal huh??' malaz aku nk memaki2 da buek tmbh dose aku jeh huh!....aku malaz nk layn minah neyh da...tpy aku t'engt yg aku PERNAH mmber ngan dye dlu tuh yg aku lyan dye tuh pon kt mys kt fb?? aku xapp pon makhluk tuhan ney...then dye anta komen kt aku..aku pon reply la kesian kunk meroyan lak then dye tnye cmne lyfe aku skunk stady aku cmne mmber2 sume cmne aku pon jwab simple jee 'sume okie jeeh..' then dye stat la emo2 dye 'besh la korunk stady korunk sume da senior aku bru junior bru nk stady' aku pon bengang la eyh2 minah neyh kteorng xnah kecoh pon sal stady2 neyh dye lak nk emo2 xtentu hala awat? then aku ckp la..'lerh ilek sudeee ko nk lebih2 neyh knape? kteorng xnah kisah pon stady awl ke stady lmbt ke ape ke ko je yg lebih2 xtentu psal..its nver to late la bler sal stady neyh orng tue pon leyh blaja neyh kte yg mude2 neyh nk emo2 awat?' then dye tukar topik sal abg dye la sal lyfe dye la adeyh aku pon lyan jeee skali aku tnyela 'ko skunk stady ke?' dye ngan xde ribut xde hangen sje nk naek kn hangen aku!! ckp 'YUP!!...tpy kne crik duet dlu...' hahaaaa xphm aku PERLU KE? tuleh yup tuh besar gajah?? aku X BUTEE la weyh!....plus FYI!!! aku skunk xstady aku da quit puaz haty??????? BODO! benci kau!....yg aku xphm smpai skunk ney knape ngan ko? knpe nk jeles sgt ngan lyfe orng? sume orng de lyfe masing2 sume orng de care tok harung lyfe masing2 tpy knape ko xnk pk cmne nk get through lyfe ko ngan aman,sng.gembira neyh dok sebok2 sal orng len sal lyfe orng len npe weyh??? ko taw x bler ko wt cmne neyhla sbb mmber2 ko sume lari,xtahan ngan ko dlu maybe aku xphm npe dorunk buat ko cm2 but now i noe EXACTLY how they feel kteorng dlu kwan ngan ko niat baek tpy ko yg screw up kn relation tuh now aku mmg xske ko tpy yg len2 aku xtaw la ape dorunk rser aku xnk jdy batu api nk hasut2 dorunk tok hate ko dorunk da besar de akal so btter dorunk pk sndrie n ape pon keputusan dorunk aku respect xde nk bantah2 cz len orng len feeling dye len rser dye......aku skunk juzt doa ko berubah la weyh jgan jdy cmney aku mmg xske ko tpy xb'mkne bler ko say sorie aku xmaaf kn ko aku x kejam lagi...juz lo0k at a mirror n see urself now then fynd hu u really are dun be sumone else...its felt much btter 4 people 2 lyke us 4 hu we are not 4 hu we are not so we dun haf 2 keep acting 4 hu we not n keep on lying...people can see hu u really are if u let them see it....so aku mntak maaf sgt2 if ko trase ke ape ke aku mntak maaf aku juz nk ko sedar slah ko n aku da mnta maaf so now its up 2 u....

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messyfreak

hidop inieee

aku bengang....aku menyampah...aku meluat...aku rser nk tembak ko ngan bazoka ko taw!!

aku xtawla nk ckp bhse ape da ngan ko ssh sgt ke nk phm pe yg aku ckp ngan ko? pnat aku explain k? ko engt aku xde feeling ke asyik nk jge feeling ko jee...human2..sape yg aku dok merapek neyh? hahaa xyah taw la yg pntg dye human n ade otak tpy x gne! trimas!...trase? then take it! save it! like i care!....benci aku knpe la dlm dunie ney kite kne hidop ngan human yg cmney? ssh btol nk hidop dlm peace a.k.a aman ney...kejap okie kejap mengarut kejap okie kejap mengarut bdo2 jeee...wo00iii! lepas neyh ko nk merapek2 ag ngan aku ko bley tgok cermin dlu x? BODO!!! MELUAT!!!....aku xske k? ko pndai buat masalah nnty ko pndai2 la setel...geram aku!!!!

BTW thankz qila ahahaaa seronok chat ngan qila riney...cm2 pat share n plg besh pat kwan baru xD syng dlu kt uitm kite x rpt kn? nk buat cmne len2 claz n msing2 de lyfe sndrie [even sbnrnye blik kite dlu sblah2 je agagagaaa] pape pon thankz a lot dear! btw jgn slalo ksah pe orng ckp sal qila juzt b urself dorunk xske xpe ignore je xpntg tuh sme klu dorunk xpat trime qila seadenye buat pe qila nk buang mase ngan dorunk ryte? wt skit atie jee...hehee engt k? pape pon kite gurl kne kuat n berani hahaaaa thankz again my dearly new frenz hope we cn stay b fren n b bestfren sumday XD

FRAAAA....buduh!!! gler RNDUUUU syialll ngan ko..sonok pat msg ngan ko tdy plus dgr ko 'curheart' da lme kite tidak begitu hahaaa plus aku msg2 je ko da ckp ko mish gler kt aku t'haru doeee SUMPAH KO MMG BESTIES YG BESH!! agagaaaa...pape pon ko jgan risau k? pe yg jdy de hikmah dye juzt b a nyce friend i noe u r!..rnduuu sgt2 ngan ko aku xsbar2 nk jmpe ko klu ko blik diz week nk plok2 ko klu pat cium aku cium2 ko agaggaaa [tuttut agk censored d c 2 hahaa juz kidding*] pape pon nnty aku story byk2 kt ko k? jgan lupe aku babe! mish uu dearly! jgan lupe buat assignment ko yeee? hahahaa lebiuuuuuu XOXO

BIEE.....hepp budak bucuk! hahaaa thankz cz b there 4 me through everything syng sgt2 kt U!! XD pape pon gudluck tok test esok ye?? baby doakn bie!! namo tensyen2 taw t mke kedut2 xcomel [cm ady buncet agaga kidding*] mish u xsbar nk tggu ayng blik mggu neyh nnty kite jmpe ye? rnduuuuuu sgt da!! heeeehehe btw thankz again dear cz being such an angel 2 me i lurfveeeee u even moreee!! hehee muaaaaaahhhhhxx!! XD

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my day...

riney ri jumaat bersamaan dgn 23/1/2010....

riney aku bgon kol 1 ptg cz smlm aku tdow kol 5 pg..aku xpat tdow nyamuk byk sgt dlm blik ney ha da mcm2 care aku try hapuskn nyamuk2 neyh x mampos2 plik aku...then stat la hari yg sgt2 terrible bg aku...mle2 aku bgon gusi aku saket gler cz bengkak pergh rser cm bru paz kne tumbok! saket ya amat!..then aku bsoh mke siap2 kn mkn adk2 then siap kn sarah p skola agama lepas puas aku pjuk dye cz dye melalak2 xnk p skola..paz2 aku mkn paz mkn aku tgok tb nga syok2 tgok tbe2 gelap screen tb tuh ari hujan pe ag astro pon elang la bak kate mama 'byr mhal2 bler hujan elang cm hawau jee' betul ckp mama cm hawau jeee...paz2 aku bowsan..aku on9 lak pergh!!!!!! internet lombab nk mampos! SHIT! FUCK OFF!! mle2 tb buat hal skunk internet plak sial lah!...at da same tyme aku msg b dye ckp dye kuar ngan mmber2 dye tgok wayang okie paz dye da tman n nk msok movie da aku tggl sorng tgok dinding,lampu,kipas SUMPAH! glerh babi bowsan!!! then aku brg2 t'lelap jap..aku xengt aku bgn kol bpe...pas2 aku men2 ngan kucing dok golek2 ngan meow! paz2 aku mandy paz mandy aku tgok badminton jap cz babah tgh tgok lee chong wei lawan sbbaek mng klu x malu la mamat tuh cz men kt malaysia...then aku on9 sementara tggu babah blikn mknan...on92 glerh taek la! internet lembab ag mle la aku nk NGAMUK! dala tuh babah blikn meehoon sup xde telur kuah masin BODONYE kedai klu cmney aku bley masak sendrie la setakat nk masin2 neyh! aku pon menyirap2 la...paz stu2 masalah mmg riney bad day aku smpai skunk aku xreda ag..plis la sum1 STABBED ME!!! grrr tensyen aku...xpe2 aku akn crik jln tok elang bowsan plus saket atie aku...act de ag menda yg aku saket atie tpy MALAS NK TAIP!!! k r dats oll byee2!

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